At St Uni Holy Well
I came to a hollow, a secret place,
Where dwells a timeless hush;
Where dew-drops shine on the spiders’ lace
And ferns grow long and lush.
Three stone steps descend to a pool
As deep and dark as ink,
The water there is clean and cool
And so I knelt to drink
In the depths, half hid from view,
A glimmer, shadow-kissed;
I reached far in, and out I drew
An egg of amethyst.
A holy gift some pilgrim soul
Had brought here from afar,
That healing waters make her whole
As eggs of crystal are.
Reluctantly I said goodbye
Returned it, set it free,
And there in silence may it lie
For all eternity.
4/6/1996
Limpets
What do the limpets dream of
Under their hoods of stone,
As the tides swell in and the tides stream out
And each one sighs alone?
What do the waters laugh about
In a voice so fierce and free?
As the waves surge in and the waves sweep out
They exult in a minor key.
For the restless realm of the shifting shore
Is a desolate place to be,
As the sun and moon play tug of war
With the ebbing-flowing sea.
And far above in the tumbling skies
The stalwart seagulls sail,
And down to the sea their relentless cries
Ride proudly on the gale.
From cliff to cliff their music rings:
The echoing heights resound
As they sing the praise of all fearless things
That roam the wild world round.
While yet in their enchanted sleep
The dreaming limpets know
Of ancient beasts that ruled the deep
In ages long ago.
6/6/1996
Mermaid Dreams
A murmur lulls in the twilight sands
On lonely shores of distant lands,
The rippling lap of clear lagoons
Caressing, blessing desert dunes.
Kissing, cradling wavelets curl
Smooth and bright as mother-of pearl.
As wafting, drifting fragments ride
In circles on the changing tide,
A myriad, myriad grains of shell
Sway and swish beneath the swell.
And, I fancy, phantoms rise
To swim before my wistful eyes
And touch and take me by the hands
To distant shores of lonely sands.
9/6/1996
Spirits of Music
From deep in the hillside a thundering comes,
A tumbling, rumbling, rolling of drums,
Through tunnels and mineshafts the kettledrums roam
And the underground, echoing dark is their home
In a pool of bright water, a rippling mere,
Shining shoals of flutes appear,
Their gentle voices scarcely awake,
The spirits who dream in the depths of the lake.
In a cemetery ancient and overgrown
An oboe slips from behind a stone;
With a timorous note it has vanished from view
Among the brambles, the cypress and yew.
When weeping willows are waving in gales
The harps in their branches play watery scales,
Their leaves come a-fluttering, whirl to the ground,
To the ripple and sigh of this sorrowful sound.
From beyond the wastes of burning sand
A fanfare rings across the land;
Ardent trumpets clamour an clash
As in the desert sun they flash.
Afloat on the night over fields of snow
Drifts a flock of violins each with a bow;
They ride through the arch of the crystalline sky
And they sing to the numberless stars as they fly.
O’er wastes of water there wander blind bells
Of the desolate ocean their tolling tune tells.
They voyage on the vast, lonely and free,
Like phantoms of sailors lost to the sea.
Thus music is born in all realms of the earth
From the beings who live there in sorrow and mirth;
In sunlight and shadow, in laughter and tears
Their voices unite in the song of the spheres.
June 96
On Returning to School after the Holidays
Remote as a dream, now I’m awake;
Cut off from the stream as an ox-bow lake;
Serene and sublime,
A meander one time,
But the river now runs on without a break.
1991
Seashell Song
I was looking for shells by the seashore;
I’d been searching for nearly all day;
But the finest shell that I ever saw
The sea swept away.
A rare and beautiful jewel
One moment so tangible lies,
But the whirling waves of whims so cruel
Have snatched back their prize.
The ripest fruit grows out of reach
And gold is dug in a far land;
And the loveliest shell on any beach
Shall be pounded into sand.
Spain, 1983
On making a complete cock-up of my maths mock A-level
It isn’t the A-level, it isn’t the retake,
Don’t worry; it’s only the mock.
I haven’t got an excuse like a headache;
I just can’t do it, and it’s rather a shock…..
I wish that I understood 3D vectors,
I wish I could integrate sine x plus cos x squared,
I wish I knew the difference between segments and sectors,
And I wish my arithmetic wasn’t so bad.
What can you do when Cos A Cos B
Is meant to equal minus K squared over 3?
If you have to find |z1 z2|
Well, what do you do? I wish I knew!
How d’you solve simultaneous equations
Full of log2 x plus 1?
I’ve been in similar situations,
But I cannot remember how it is done.
If a man has 1005 pounds
He may do what he likes, they are his possession –
But he might have done it with equal amounts
And not a geometric progression!
A quadratic polynomial, P
Is really not my cup of tea –
Something ought
To equal 0
But I’ve no idea what it could be.
How do you find alpha squared?
Or theta in terms of x (in rad.)?
What do you do? I haven’t a clue!
Yes, I’ve failed this exam, which is rather sad.
January 1987
(The Problems are all from questions in the actual exam paper)
On the Suicide of Cassius Linnell
Many were the times when Hywell would talk to me of you,
And wondrous were the stories he would tell,
And though the times I met you face-to-face were very few,
Cassius, I felt I knew you well.
You seemed to me to have the winds of Fate at your command,
You seemed to me to live a magic dream
How such a life could come to this, I do not understand,
I learn how seldom things are what they seem.
Often I have thought about the mystery of your way,
The radiance of an aura that has shone;
And though the times I spent with you are locked in Yesterday,
You touched my life with visions that live on.
I wish I could have been your friend;
Perhaps prevent your lonely end.
Autumn 1991